In kind of a funk. . .

I'm not going to post of how icky and down I feel. I'm depressed enough as it is, I don't feel like writing it all down. Just two quick notes... 1) I have added a few pictures to earlier posts, so if you are curious, you can scroll through my blog and check them out - all the way back to when I had surgery. 2) The GH test isn't happening as when I called the lab, they told me they couldn't do injection type labs there. *cry* So now I have to contact a hospital to see if they can have me do it somewhere. So another week putting this off. I just know I need gh too, as my body feels like it's caving in on itself. I can't even sleep on my left or right side, as it hurts my shoulders. The actual bones of my shoulders hurt. It's weird and I'm sure bad at the same time. But until I can get this damn test done, I'm just screwed. :( That and I don't think my thyroid med is working. Another day wondering why oh why I had this surgery done. I felt so much better before this stupid surgery. *sigh* Damn. There I go crying again. . .